ONE
I have been threatening to start a newsletter for some time now. To those of you finding this in their inboxes: welcome! You are witnessing the birth of something new for me. There will be artwork, writing and news when I have some.
I had a few different ideas of how to start. Then, while walking to school with my son yesterday, he asked me: ‘what is your lucky number, Mama?’. I, as always struggling to give an answer for fear I will be held to it, mumbled something unconvincing. We play the game ‘would you rather’ often. ‘Would you rather give up cheese or chocolate?’. I have to practice not overthinking an answer, because deep down part of me believes someday I will actually have to choose between giving up cheese or chocolate, or wether I would rather have eyes for hands or hands for eyes. ‘My lucky number is 1’, he said. ‘Because it’s the smallest number and I am the smallest in my family’. ‘Ok’ I replied, busily trying to evaluate the implications of this for him, his personality, his life and future prospects (as you do). He continued ‘I love seeing all the nines in a row:
…and then you add 1 and it changes everything and you get Googolplex’. *
It’s not the first time that I have had my mind silently blown on the way to school.
999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
You add 1 and it changes everything.
And there I was thinking he felt powerless.
One person to a family
One person changing the rules
One apology
One decision
One woman refusing to give up her seat
One tipping point
One blog post
One step
One step
One step
One is the smallest number, but it has the power to change everything.
*(A googol is the number 1 followed by 100 zeroes. Googolplex is the number 1 followed by a googol zeroes)